Thinking about leaving my home but idk if i should, and i dnt kno were to go (no pedophiles)im serious help me?

WHOOOAAAA!!! YOU ARE 13!! I LIVE ON MY OWN NOW AND I'M 19, ABOUT TO TURN 20 NEXT MONTH...IT IS HARD AS HELL LIVING ON YOUR OWN..THINK ABOUT IT. WHERE ARE YOU GOING TO GO? HOW ARE YOU GOING TO EAT? YOU ARE ONLY 13-THAT'S TOO YOUNG FOR A JOB. I THINK YOU JUST NEED TO BE YOURSELF AROUND YOUR FRIENDS. FIND A CUTE GOTH GIRL AND MAKE IT HAPPEN. IF YOUR FRIENDS ARE YOUR FRIENDS THEY WILL STICK AROUND. IF NOT..F$#%@ THEM!! BESIDES YOU ARE 13, NOT HAVING A GIRLFRIEND IS NOT WEIRD. IT'S PRETTY NORMAL. DON'T TRY TO BE ANYBODY ELSE. BE YOURSELF. YOU WILL BE MUCH HAPPIER. AND YOU DO NEED TO TALK TO SOMEBODY. TRUST IT WILL HELP.