How do i talk to him after what happened?

me and this guy were startin to get serious...well at least i thought we would last and like we got in this agrueemnt because he told my friend he missed her and stuff but acted like he didnt...well he told me he loved me and i told him i couldnt trust him cause he was probablt tellin that girl that too! well he got mad a cursed me out and said if it took him to say i love you a thousand times than why shouldnt i believe it!! well i hate when sumbodii curses at me and i went off on him...well i felt bad and i told him i was sorrt and that we needed to talk...but he didnt want to so i let him go his own way....but i still love him and want to make things better!! yesterday o sent him a message explainin everything...my feelings about what went on and told him to choose...but i fell like i should tell him something but i dont know what....i think if he loved me like he said he did maybe we could talk it through but hes not writin back..did i blow it...what advicw can sum1 give me?? help