40+2 today and worried?

hi everyone, im offically overdue by 2 days, i know its not much but im worried, i think my mind is going into overdrive about things, it doesnt help that my midwife refuses to do anything until 12 days overdue. still births run in my family so this is playing on my mind at the moment, i keep thinking the longer hes in there, the higher the risk of something going wrong, im keeping my eye on movements etc but just need some reuance really. thank you x